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If I Were to be Honest Tonight

Free verse poem.. Spilling out everything tonight unedited

If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably say that I miss you so much
that I long to see your face, and hear your voice.
If I were to be honest tonight, I would really want to send a message to you right now
and say how much I want your presence and arms into mine.

If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably call you already and
say the things I am feeling right now.
If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably been crying now
because I know nothing will make us go back to the what we have been before.

If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably not suppress my emotions,
and let it wander through my cluttered thoughts.
If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably not stop my thoughts
from wandering through questions again and again.

If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably say that I wish you were still that guy
who I watched the movies with and hangout with.
If I were to be honest tonight, I would probably hope that you’ll stay loyal and faithful
just as what you promised before so none of this ever happened to us.

But I know that will never happen again.
And that every single bullet that is in me has been fired already.

So tonight, to You I surrender my thoughts,
To You I surrender this longing.
To You I surrender every wandering emotion.
To You, Father, I surrender again my heart.

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Yugto

Free Verse Poem ~~ I just wanna write His goodness. In my weakness, He is my strength

Itong yugto ng buhay ko na sadyang mahirap,
Yung parang ako’y mawawala na sa konting kurap,
Pero parang may hinihintay akong hindi ko alam kung ano ba.
Parang gusto ko lang magsuka ng mga salitang pilit na kumakawala,
Ngunit di ko alam kung papaano tutugma, ppaano mag salita.

Itong yugto ng buhay ko na parang ayoko na.
Yung tipong, ang rami kong gustong puntahan, sabihin, at gawin, ?
“Bakit kaya ganon? Ano ba talaga? Paano ba?”
Ang puso ko ay puno ng letra, ganto ka din ba?
Letra at mga salita na pilit na gustong takasan ka.

Pero ito ang yugto ng buhay ko, na naintindihan kong kahit anong
bitaw ko, merong hinding hindi magsasawang sundan ako.
Merong Siya na hinding hindi tatalikuran ang isang kagaya ko,
Na pilit mang lumayo at magpakatalunan sa mundong ito,
Merong Siya na nagsasabi saking, “Mahal kita, hinding hindi ako mapapagod sayo.”

Ito yung yugto ng buhay ko na sa wakas, kahit pagod na ako, merong Siya na
kakapitan ko,
na nagsisilbing lakas ko.
Merong Siya na nagpakasakit sa krus para sa akin at sa mga kasalanan ko.
Merong Siya na sa lahat ng kahinaan ko, merong Siya na kalakasan ko,
At Merong Siya na sasama sa akin sa pagbalik sa nakaraan at pagharap ng bagong bukas Naming dalawa.

Panginoon, salamat sa bagong pag-asa,
Salamat sa bagong buhay na kasama Ka.
Salamat sa mga salita Mong sabi mo panghawakan ko dahil nandyan Ka.
Dahil ito ay galing sa Iyo.
Panginoon, salamat sa bagong yugto na ito.

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Grow Through What You Go Through

She sprouted love like flowers,
Grew a garden in her mind,
And even on the darkest days,
From her smile the sun still shined.

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